the sinner in me
2009 Resolutions
Keep studying
Be a great boyfriend, and a good son
Be more all-rounded
Stop shrinking and start growing again
Be able to answer to myself
My Second Wind
I fear stagnation and lack of progress. I fear never reaching my potential and being average. I fear being forgotten. The past. Yesterday's news. I fear giving up and being passed by, going softly into that good night. I fear letting those I love down, letting myself down. I fear settling, giving in to the "that's just the way it is" mindset. I fear dying without leaving my mark. I fear not feeling these fears anymore and just floating along. These fears feed me, they nourish my drive.
I love my fear.
i need that single-minded hunger again.
the fallen saint left at 3:29 am
thy greatest enemy is thyself.
the fallen saint left at 2:06 am
do we define ourselves by our ambitions, and the way we pursue them? how do we measure a person's character?
the fallen saint left at 11:37 am
Saturday, December 27, 2008
desire
no distractions, no uncertainties.i'll do whatever it takes to feed this hunger..once i find it back.
Friday, December 19, 2008
the girlfriend's wisdom
Monday, December 01, 2008
the worth of sacrifices
how far would a person go to pursue his or her dreams, and what would the sacrifices be along the way? i've been through this with someone else, and i have no interest in going through a similar situation again. this is not my fight and it is not my war to wage; i don't want to be dragged into this yet again.you cannot always have the best of both worlds, and regardless of whether you succeed, i don't wish to be a part of this.